Wake up, Get up...

Wake up Call.... usually noted for your morning alarm...reminding you to get up, get ready, and get going! Well, my wake up call, is in reference to waking up and taking action against my overweight issue. Yes as per my BMI I stand to be and Acute Obese...in other words, a Fucking Fatso! I need to start working out, and not just work -out but get rid of some excess unwanted kilos! :$ I usually try to overshadow my appearance by my persona...which usually works out fine as long as I am able to take off the attention from my weight. Lately someone  that I knew passed away during his mid-life. Which got me to think and worry about myself. I feel I'm in a mid-life crisis, but its nothing compared to loosing your life. I know I have a lot  that I wanna do in this lifetime, and to just waste my time, and leave this world abruptly.... wouldnt make me feel satisfied at all. I know everyone dont get the opportunity to live their life to the fullest and have no regrets. Coz, somewhere, somehow we do regret for not doing stuff that we probably had jotted down in our wish/bucket list. 

I wont say that Im depressed as I am content with how my life as pulled off so far, meeting many new people, dealing with them, befriending them, unfriend-ing some....Ive learnt alot and still do feel I have more to look out for in my life's experience.
Ive dared myself and I am proud of it....since it does give me that feeling of accomplishment. I have been rebellious, I have laughed out loud, and cried out, struggled and been blessed. All in all it has been good, but good isnt enough for me, as greedy as I may sound to be. I do envy some other people on how their life has turned out to be. Then again, screw them, I need to think about ME.  Lets see....I still need to do the SKYDIVE...

Well, one track that always has been an inspiration and from time to time I do listen to it especially when Im down and feeling very low.  Baz Luhrmanns - Everybody's free ( to wear sunscreen).  Every line has a deep meaning and I can relate to almost all of it. Taken from a speech write up by Schmich with lines that kinda hits me a lot : Maybe you'll marry, Maybe you wont, Do one thing everyday that scares you -Sing- Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts, don’t put up with people who are reckless with yours. Remember the compliments you receive, forget the insults; if you succeed in doing this, tell me how.  Don’t feel guilty if you don’t know what you want to do with your life…the most interesting people I know didn’t know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don’t.


Click to watch Baz's Sunscreen Video


I must say that I have made some positive progress with the changes adapted by being motivated to make a change for the good. Ive not done much, but its a pretty good start from my side. 


We Humans are the most unpredictable living beings on this planet, we all have our dos and donts, we aspire to be some kinda wannabe, at the end....I just dont wanna regret a whole lot. Smile most of the time, and wanna try hard to worry less. If theres one thing I know I lack no matter how much I get it, its love. You just cant run out of it! :)


Time to step up and make some changes, will update if I've done something about this. 
Till then take care, peace ----- Stanz  out!